You know that saying about how people come into your life for a reason and stay for months, season, years ect...? (I don't memorize things but you know what I'm talking about)

Well I have been thinking about that one for a while and I guess its kinda funny. Funny because I think something and I see something parallel to it somewhere else.

You ever wonder why people come in and out of your life? People just seem to make there way in some how and I'm usually the one cutting people out. So when people cut out on their own, its hard to deal with.

I know why I cut people out: It's because I don't like it when people get too close. Why that is though is still unanswered and there are some people that I want closer but then I push them away or subconsciously shut them out.

I always put people out in the cold for a while and then bring them back in again. I thought I managed to stop it for a while with my college friends but I did the same thing to them and then blaimed it on the "we are just different now" factor... or the "we grew apart" excuse.

I really do have a difficult time keeping people around. So lately I have been thinking about that and how the people must feel. Then I kinda got put on ice and it was sooo cold and it sucked. I tired to warm it up but not enough to make much of a difference.

Now I'm at a mini crossraod: do I just keep it moving? or Should I keep trying and try harder?

Good people don't come along very often...

My thought of last week was: why and what is the point of some relationships (of any kind)?? And I still can't come up with an answer for that one.