Its time for tink to realize she's become a girl!

So I was having another deep morning discussion with my boss today and he told me I need to get outta girl mode. I have been told by many that I think like a boy when it comes to dating and other things, but ever since May of this year, boss man says I have been getting soft and have turned into a full fledged girl.

Just great that’s exactly what I needed! I have emotions now! Honestly it sucks ass that ever since my 24th bday I have become more and more emotional by the day. I don't exactly know how to deal with this new discovery because normal I am cold hearted, logical, and an asshole. I can honestly admit to the fact that I almost cried during "The Little Mermaid" and my recent need for a slow dance/Romanic dinner/(good) poems/ flowers/sweet nothings whispered in my ear etc… The whole 9… Proves to me that I have crossed a line that I never thought I would. Normally all that shyt is corny to me and I could care less about all that, but somewhere in a matter of 5 months I changed.

I'm trying to make sense of this (and a few other things), but I hope this is just a phase.... Emotions are weird and confusing... This is not fun at all!

I also realized that caring for someone who doesn’t really care or can’t care for you they way you want them to sucks. I hate having emotions but I guess I just have to change and make room for them.

Moving out of your comfort zone into something new is a part of life and I am adjusting. I’m still an asshole though :-)