Forgetting:

I was trying to forget things on purpose, but the things I want to forget just seem to stick in my head like old gum on a church pew. The more I tried to forget certain things, the more good things got erased. So after a few years of heavily smoking pot, I decided that its not worth trying to forget something that I wished never happened and to just suck it up and deal with the fact that the event occurred. There goes my habit, time to pick a new addiction (fish & blogging!)

Anger:

It’s a human emotion, but I am learning to control my constant disgruntled demeanor. My friends loved calling me the "disgruntled midget" because I ALWAYS had something negative to say about anything (at least I didn't discriminate). Lately I have noticed that being mad all the time isn't as fun, especially when some new individual(s) in your circle make you see that you look ridiculous (now I need a new nickname).

Jealousy:

I discovered it and boy was it a sucky ass feeling. Squashed that really fast. Nothing else to say except that unchecked, it makes you say or do stupid things and I have been both a victim and a culprit.

Love:

Is an entity that I am growing to understand. It isn't easy and it hurts sometimes but I like knowing I am capable of seeing the emotion. Being that I was always angry, it was really hard to grasp the concept of love. I'm working on showing it....

Just some thoughts...