Woke up this moring realizing some more things... I'm funny and I make myself laugh!

One of my two "loves" is never going to happen and I had stated that at some point I would have to put up a fight for something I wanted, but in his case I would be fighting in vain...

Its a lose lose situation and I am mentally preparing myself to let him go.


The other one just a plain and simple asshole who has something wrong with his brain and lost the balls to deal with me cuz I'm so complicated (this is just my assumption here) and only contacts me after a month or two without good sex. I am worth more than that... Thanks

The basic problem with these two retards is they share me and a friendship in common... Only I would get myself into such a mess.

SO MY NEXT STEP IS TO SAY GOODBYE! The ride was great but I have to get my act together and say "thanks for the ride boys but no mas"